The mornings wont be so easy. the nights wont be so calm. the roads will be crowded, potholed , waiting to kill you as soon as u slip. See thats y its great. U r awake and aware all the time. Zombies find it hard to live there.
People will trample you if u loose ur mind for a minute.
We r going to be gone from here in about a month. I am thinking i should make a list of what i will miss here. The closeness to the beautiful nature is going to numero uno. I will miss my early morning runs. 1 km n am at the world's best bay. the milky waves, pretty hills. I can see the flights take off . the fresh air and heaps of green. The run to the red rocks and view of south island across cook strait. I can cry hopelessly for an hour just for that 1 route. The oriental bay. my home run! how much will i miss it i have no idea but its going to be a huge one i know for sure. the beaches and seagulls a mere 4 min drive away. why oh why am i leaving it and going away?? i think i am a fool already! the park and field in front of our house is next. there is a huge patch of green park well maintained n slopey (almost like the ones in hindi movies where hero n heroine roll over ) leading to the golf course. its so calming n refreshing. on the other side is a biggg play ground. hardly ever used because there is another bigggg playground with artificial turf right next to it. the field is where khushi has had most of her meals. n we have had some of our best times with her laughing there.
Are these 2 reasons not big enough for the comfort of day to day life?
We r moving back to India. Our desha, where we belong or so i have argued a million times and over in the last 6 odd months.It is a lot of hard work. We r currently sorting out "our belongings". Its surprisingly exhausting.
There r big piles of things, sell, throw, take back. I am taking back with me what i cannot live without.
we r selling things we think r keepable but not worthy enough to be transported over.
To Throw. how do u throw what u paid for n assumed was worth . detachment is soo difficult. Its soo very difficult to let go of things u r used to using. Where is my yoga hat?
People will trample you if u loose ur mind for a minute.
We r going to be gone from here in about a month. I am thinking i should make a list of what i will miss here. The closeness to the beautiful nature is going to numero uno. I will miss my early morning runs. 1 km n am at the world's best bay. the milky waves, pretty hills. I can see the flights take off . the fresh air and heaps of green. The run to the red rocks and view of south island across cook strait. I can cry hopelessly for an hour just for that 1 route. The oriental bay. my home run! how much will i miss it i have no idea but its going to be a huge one i know for sure. the beaches and seagulls a mere 4 min drive away. why oh why am i leaving it and going away?? i think i am a fool already! the park and field in front of our house is next. there is a huge patch of green park well maintained n slopey (almost like the ones in hindi movies where hero n heroine roll over ) leading to the golf course. its so calming n refreshing. on the other side is a biggg play ground. hardly ever used because there is another bigggg playground with artificial turf right next to it. the field is where khushi has had most of her meals. n we have had some of our best times with her laughing there.
Are these 2 reasons not big enough for the comfort of day to day life?
We r moving back to India. Our desha, where we belong or so i have argued a million times and over in the last 6 odd months.It is a lot of hard work. We r currently sorting out "our belongings". Its surprisingly exhausting.
There r big piles of things, sell, throw, take back. I am taking back with me what i cannot live without.
we r selling things we think r keepable but not worthy enough to be transported over.
To Throw. how do u throw what u paid for n assumed was worth . detachment is soo difficult. Its soo very difficult to let go of things u r used to using. Where is my yoga hat?
