when a place like paekakariki does not WOW you anymore its time to move on.
Prash and I went up the amazing paekakariki hill for one last time before we left wellington. Sort of doing the ritual tour around the favourite spots/restaurants/places that are special because they evoke a certain feeling when i revist them. I have a list of them. Like i have a list for everything. Thats whats been worrying me oflate.
This have a list business. I have a plan for each day somedays for everyhour. So much that i cud write down the instructions and some1 else can easily lead my life for me that day. I have forgotten how it used to be when i had no plans for a day. No to-do list to finish. Hopefully in a week i need not a have a list. whether i will have one or not. I dont know. Atleast i dont know something about next week!. I guess thats good for start in my quest for change, no? Oh ya Paekakariki. I still remember the first time up there i was over the moon. the vast expanse of water , the kapiti island, flat lands across to paraparaumu. and the amazing highway next to the waves. The big hill with sheep spots. It was perfect. It was heaven. It still is. But I know it. I cant feel it anymore . Not just there but everywhere else. Milford sound for god's sake, seemed OK this time. For both of us. As beautiful as NZ is, there is only so much i can take in. Its sort of reassuring in someways that ya i need a change of place to atleast appreciate this better. So may be its bye bye NZ forever. but then nothing is forever no?
Prash and I went up the amazing paekakariki hill for one last time before we left wellington. Sort of doing the ritual tour around the favourite spots/restaurants/places that are special because they evoke a certain feeling when i revist them. I have a list of them. Like i have a list for everything. Thats whats been worrying me oflate.
This have a list business. I have a plan for each day somedays for everyhour. So much that i cud write down the instructions and some1 else can easily lead my life for me that day. I have forgotten how it used to be when i had no plans for a day. No to-do list to finish. Hopefully in a week i need not a have a list. whether i will have one or not. I dont know. Atleast i dont know something about next week!. I guess thats good for start in my quest for change, no? Oh ya Paekakariki. I still remember the first time up there i was over the moon. the vast expanse of water , the kapiti island, flat lands across to paraparaumu. and the amazing highway next to the waves. The big hill with sheep spots. It was perfect. It was heaven. It still is. But I know it. I cant feel it anymore . Not just there but everywhere else. Milford sound for god's sake, seemed OK this time. For both of us. As beautiful as NZ is, there is only so much i can take in. Its sort of reassuring in someways that ya i need a change of place to atleast appreciate this better. So may be its bye bye NZ forever. but then nothing is forever no?
